LOVE IN ALL ITS FREQUENCIES – LIAIF (pronounced LIFE)

Painting is the only channel I have found that can handle the force of my lived experience. I bring the chaos of my mind, my body, my emotions to the canvas and I ask love to come into presence through me. In this way, love has never failed me.

Love is often seen as something that is only soft, wholesome, romantic, puffy-pink. But these are only the tiniest drops in the infinite multiverse of what love actually is. Bringing the essence of love, in all its frequencies, into physical and metaphysical form is my purpose for being, my only agenda, the singular tool for discernment that I bring to making or choosing anything.  I don’t know any other way that makes it possible to fully live. 

I don’t just want to make love or represent love through art, I want my work to invite people into their own relationship and experience with love in all its frequencies. I want to light a fire of outrageous courage into the hearts of everyone who encounters my work. I want the experience to touch you, to hold you, to evoke desire and ignite mystery in your bones. To impart an unequivocal knowing that you are not alone. That there is nothing wrong with you, nothing wrong with who or what you long for. That you are made of love, made for love, that you are loved, in all your frequencies.

I am always dancing when I paint. I am always singing, drumming the canvases with my brushes, making love. I mostly use an ultra matt, vinyl paint medium, graphite sticks, woody pastels, charcoal and specifically resourced crystal pigments to hold particular frequencies for each piece; the paintings seem to vibrate into the spaces they inhabit. I design sound experiences, which can include poetry and song for individual pieces. I produced a 111 minute soundscape for my solo show – love in all its frequencies – which features field recordings of how it sounds when I am painting. The canvases are impregnated with aligned essential oils and I use incense in the spaces where I have shown my work – all to create a body, mind and soul, immersive experience.

Caitlin is a multi-disciplinary artist - painter, singer, songwriter, producer/composer - from Australia, living and making in Berlin.